but seeking things out to do if I can find a few/ oddly to to be really candid I get kind of bored because tonight not having a neighbor to hang with to help them out as a christian ! My apartments mostly people are very selfsufficient even the elderly people here seemingly..[ having their caregivers during day times]
what I do sometimes is read a very good booklet or something eventually on my bed for awhile or some other idea. I think God allows this time becuz one has to assume He gives breaks from any possible task one can choose to do; you can say'
my disability I always had with me can hinder any need or desire to do things like as well as others in everyday life and THAT bothers me that way a lot ; but I know how to still carry on despite that pretty much'
hard thing about living alone is you can easily fool oneself to live more of a selffocused or kind of selfish perspective on life because when ones married you put some of your energies and desires on that partner you got' [A thought though I've never married yet]
Suzie if I was in a office 'position' then i'd worry about failing my even simple tasks and duties and getting the wrath of 'my' boss in that.I would need much more time and room to finish tasks in my disability. It is in how tasks are done and well in speeds I fall short at.
if the government ever aided or helped those with uncommon disabilities to be trained in tasks or even jobs they'd need to really just make it so they can get the more special attentions they need to teach them abilities and skills [they do not have such a thing that precise as yet that I know of and much financial barriers etc]..